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self-love

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assalamualaikum & hi lovelies! today i wanna talk about self-love. what is self-love? self-love is a state of appreciation for oneself that grows from actions that support our physical, psychological and spiritual growth. (read this blog for more: https://www.bbrfoundation.org/blog/self-love-and-what-it-means) why do you have to self-love? because yourself is the only one you have when you have no one. you may have a good friend, a lovely family, a caring partner, but the answer is till when? who was there when you sad at the 3 a.m.? it's you babe. for me, self-love is simple. when the happiness stay within me and did not depend on other people, that self-love. i must say this is not easy, it took me 2 years to be superior in this. what can i say, when you love yourself, nothing can take you down. for this slot, i want to focus why self-love is so important, before you start a relationship. i want you to know because... my past relationship kinda mess up because my lack of self...

her

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her. i don't really have to say her name, but her sweet face always carved in my head, automatically pop-up whenever i hear the word 'comfort person'. she was the greatest girl gift in my life, wouldn't ask for more friends. she's enough for me. i hate that i can't find the comfort of her in others, especially in men. maybe that's why my relationship never succeed. i never comfortable with men like when im with her. i always try to find the comfort in others, but i can't. maybe i should stop trying hard to find the comfortness she gave me in others. but i hate that i always depends on her. i can say that im an independent girl but when im with her, im a weak ass. she always make me feel touched, maybe she doesn't even know it. she always doesn't even know it or forgot things. she might forgot what im gonna tell u guys below. she's the one who touch my faces when im having chickenpox, to clean my face (theres nanah at my face that time). while...

baby butterflies

tbh, i really tought my butterlies is dead. i really did. for few years, i did not feel any butterflies anymore. im happy, but no butterflies in my stomach. no, don't talk to me about butterflies in stomach is just a trick for nervous yada-yada, stophhh. let me enjoy things. but one day, i felt butterflies, really a lot. you know why? not because i wanna terbirak so much. its when my friend told me she's pregnant. do you know how happy am i? i always want that. to have a tiny feet, tiny badump-badump in your uterus... how magical feeling it can be? i always want to be a mother. checking on how to adopt kids kinda my annual thingy. i've gave hints to my parents but the. forbid it, and i didn't blame them for not approve and think like me. because i know, whatever it is, they always want the best for me. nope, when i say i want kids/baby i didn't really want to get married (lot's of drama and i have to meet men) or having sex or yada-yada, i just want a kid...

jar idea for your loved ones

assalamualaikum & hi guys today i wanna share with you guys the things that i give to my best friend on her birthday. i gave her a 'mood booster jar'. this is the sneak peek of the gift (i made everything by myself because i'm broke) :') the jar was at the back, forgot to focus on it ;') the box, i just use the intimate pantyliner box, and then i wrapped it with sticker wallpaper i've bought from diy store. i put a thick and baggy shirt in the box for her. and the card, i just wrapper the small square cardboard inside the pantyliner box, and then i print > laminate our picture with polaroid shape. i provide you guys with the link to download the pptx below. this pptx contains the 374 message (if i'm not mistaken). https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1cygN3WjEGT_-amstitcHCsnITNemG2tM?usp=sharing  cr: @chibird @happy monster you can just print it > cut the lines > roll the paper > put it into a jar! it was a very cute and you can save a lot ...