random favs from tiktok pt.2; being independent

 i know that being independent is a very proud thing but...

sometimes it feels sad. because people believe you will succeed, so not one cheers you on.

it feels sad because people believe you made it, so no one hugs you and congratulates you.

no one asked if you were okay because you always seemed strong.

no one is standing next to you because you are used to do everything by yourself, including when you're struggling.

don't have comrade in arms because you haven't found anyone as brave as you. so again you did all alone.

no one calms you when you feel things not gonna work out.

and many more that are felt but not revealed. because the independent ones are used to solve things on their own.



ttid//:@ourdoeny

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